It is with great, great
sorrow and a vast, empty hole in my heart that I tell you SHS's Sunshine and Cinnamon
HCT~s TT CGC TDI VCC left this earth very suddenly Wednesday, December 12, 2001 to find
her place in Heaven. I have to believe that God really needed her for something very
special as she was here one minute and literally gone the next.
She, for her 12 and 1/2 years, was the picture of health, loving life, grabbing every
minute of it, just as a typical Terrier should do. Especially being the Wheaten Terrier
mix she was. Someone had just asked about her at our obedience club meeting the Monday
evening before and my comment to them was that she could still be two years old, rather
than going on thirteen. She was in extremely good health, with blood tests and chest
x-rays in August, blood work being done at least yearly, sometimes more often, always
looking great.
I guess the hardest thing for me is that one minute she was rolling on her back, happy as
a lark. Then, she lay on her side and seemed to be resting. The next minute she showed
signs of being in terrible pain, and then as quickly as it happened, she was gone. This
was only the second time in our life together that I had heard Sissy cry in pain, so I
knew she was in trouble. I had experienced one of the hardest things I ever will; watching
my heart and soul die. Our vet felt it was probably a heart attack to be that sudden and
with her showing definite signs of pain. We are so grateful to our Dr. Whitt, for 9 and
1/2 years of excellent, loving care.I don't think I have seen
Greg cry but once, when he lost his uncle. Twice now. He loved her as much as I did. I had
Sissy when Greg and I met. She had this thing about guys at the time. Most of my best
friends were male, so when one of them would come by the house, and go to pat her head,
she would wag her tail. As soon as they went to pet her head, she would BARK! into their
hand! They would jump back and she would grin. She did it with every male friend I
had......except Greg. The first time she met Greg, she ran up to him just as she did to
ME, smiling and treating Greg as an old, dear friend whom she had not seen in years. My
mom told me I better keep him. So, I did. Perhaps that was Sissy's mission here with me
and my family. To make sure that Greg and I stayed together. She's done a fine job if that
is the case. We are happier than we've ever been.
We will be forever indebted to our friend Regina for taking her time in Starkville over 10
years ago to take the shelter dogs to the TV station. If not for Regina, I would never
have had Sissy in my life. Sissy's first Angel. My family would never have known what a
special dog she was. Her patients in the rehab center, nursing homes, and Alzheimer unit
would never have been blessed with such a happy visitor. Regina, please know that she was
and is loved, so very much. She was happy, she was loved, and she loved back.
Sissy was adopted and brought home when she was 2 years old as a dog for my mother. She
had never been on a leash or been inside a house, much less had any obedience training and
was 30 pounds underweight. Long story short, she loved everyone, but I was her soulmate,
and she loved me with all of her heart and soul. I will always be thankful that my mother
decided to keep Sissy until I could graduate from college, since my apartment would not
allow dogs. My mom is another Angel in Sissy's life.
My mother knew when I was almost home because Sissy would begin to tear through the house
faster than any dog we've ever seen, appearing as if she had only two legs directly under
her, rather than four. This would apparently occur when she would hear my car down Old
Canton Road. When I would get in the house, she was still in what we called her
"Butt-Scooch Boogie". My mom told everyone how much alike we were and we really
were. Sissy was not only a housetrained, spoiled and loved inside dog, but went on to
attend and pass two obedience classes, her CGC, the ATTS temperament test, her AHBA HCT on
sheep, Versatile Canine Companion, and became a wonderful certified pet therapy dog.
Everyone who met Sissy wanted to know what breed she was. One man stopped me in the park
to ask when she would be having more puppies and quickly let me know he wanted one. I
smiled and told him she was spayed, and that she would be having no puppies. I told him I
had adopted her from an animal shelter and suggested he take a look to see what he could
find. Dogs like Sissy are being put to death every day in shelters around our state and
the country. All shelter dogs have something to give, if only given the chance. Sissy was
living proof of what wonderful, loving companions await us in rescue and at shelters.
When we first brought her home, I researched many books, looking for a similar breed.
Surprisingly, the breed she resembled the most was a Soft Coat Wheaten Terrier. However,
at her correct weight, she weighed 55 pounds, her tail had never been docked, and her ears
flew straight up, rather than the typical drop of a Wheaten Terrier. She did have the
characteristic grey behind her ears and her personality was Wheaten through and through.
Even until the end.......most Wheaten owners will tell you that Wheaten Terriers never
grow old, and this was certainly true of our Sissy. She never aged, nor did her
personality ever change in the 10 and 1/2 years we loved her.
After Casey, our Bouvier, arrived in our lives, many began telling us they thought Sissy
was a fawn Bouvier. I guess we'll never know, although she was more of the size of a
Bouvier. There were also many times when she and Casey had the exact same expressions and
ways of doing things. Whatever she was, she was full of special, mischievous, cherished,
whimsical, and charming ways. She was affectionate, but only on her terms. Her kisses were
given oh, so seldom, but that made them that much more delightful to receive. Only those
she loved most got kisses and even those were brief and rare. Hugs were pretty much the
same, rare, but appreciated. Just a few days before her death, she had ridden in to town
with Greg and me, sitting on the front seat between us. We were sitting at the post office
and she looked up at me. I reached over and pulled her close to me, knowing she was going
to stay about a nano-second, then pull away. Much to my surprise, she pushed closer to me
and laid her head on my chest. She stayed for about a minute, looked up at me and then the
moment was gone. But it was a moment I will forever cherish, because it was so unlike her.
I wonder now if she knew then that her time left with us was so very short.
How I miss that mischievous look in those dark, beautiful brown eyes of hers, watching her
tail wag ninety-to-nothing, knowing she could talk you into anything. Casey exhibit
behavior. s this same behavior.....is it learned? Or that of a typical Bouvier? I find no
matter how much I think I have learned, no matter how much Sissy taught me, I still have
so very much to absorb about the wonderful world of dog
Her short herding career came to an end a few years ago when she developed a bone spur
near her lumbar. This in itself would not have been an issue, but Sissy was one of those
dogs who gave her heart to everything she tried. She absolutely would not let you know if
she were in pain until it was all over. The first time she was on sheep in a small pen,
she completely wore off both of her large, front pads. We never knew it until the lesson
was over. She never gave one sign. When Sissy and I tried for her first herding title, the
AHBA HCT~s, she had been on sheep three times; twice in a small stall, and once in a 30
foot pen. When we arrived, Greg and I felt our hearts fall. It had been raining non-stop
there in Missouri and many of the fields looked like catfish ponds, rather than fields of
grain. Anyone having loved a Terrier knows of their inability to do ANYTHING if water is
involved with where they walk. And right in the middle of the round pen was a huge mud
puddle. Our turn finally came, and in we walked. To my surprise, and delight, she never
saw water! All she saw were her sheep! Lickety-split, she ran THROUGH the huge mud puddle,
round and round in the wet grass, moving her sheep to earn both legs for her HCT~s! When
she came out of the round pen, she was covered with mud from head to toe! It took us 10
minutes to hose the mud off, and of course she hated this, as it involved water! But, did
this little girl ever love to herd. She lived it, still making sure that the sheep here at
the house never ventured too close to the fence at the backyard. She was a good little
herder.
Sissy taught me so much about dogs, training, and life. One of the things she taught me,
which some people never learn, is that dog aggression is never directed toward anything
but other dogs. There are so many people who have missed knowing a wonderful soul because
they didn't understand this. I also learned she didn't have nearly the dog aggression
problem I thought she did. Some things suggested to me early in her training caused her
problem to worsen, but as she grew older, we had worked through most of that even.
Corrected using the right methods, I now seriously doubt she would have ever had a problem
with other dogs. She accepted our Great Pyrenees, Mags, with grace and joy, just as she
did with Adam and Casey. But of course, I handled things differently with each of them,
having learned how to manage this kind of situation correctly in the last few years.
Sissy also taught me about courage, always demonstrating her never ending devotion to her
family. This was evident at least two times that I can remember. The first was when we
took Sissy and Adam, our Australian Shepherd, to try for the American Temperament Test
Society's temperament test. Adam went first and passed with flying colors. While he and
Dad were in the stands video taping, Sissy and I went in for our turn. Right before it was
time for the "bad man", Adam barked out from the stands as if to warn Sissy to
watch out. Everyone cracked up. When the bad man came, he was in for a surprise! Sissy, a
mixed breed Wheaten Terrier, was the only dog that day among the Shepherds, Dobes, Rotts
and other protection breeds who actually went after the bad man. And did she ever! No one
was going to hurt her mom! Of course, the bad man was actually a friend from our agility
club and afterwards Sissy and Adam both ran up to Carl to be petted and loved on.
The other time, most vivid
in my mind, where Sissy demonstrated her love and devotion was a few years ago. Adam and I
had been at a day long dog event and when we came in, Greg and I were too tired to cook. I
had decided to go to a fast food place for supper and took Sissy with me as she was not
able to go earlier that day. She was belted in the front seat with me in her seat belt. We
arrived at the drive through and there was a small truck in front of us with a little
child in the back seat. The man driving the truck seemed to be having a bad day and had
driven past the first window without paying. He literally threw his truck in reverse and
started speeding backwards. I blew my horn a bit to let him know I was behind him. This
apparently angered the man, so he drove back even faster and almost hit me. I blew my horn
again. His truck door flew open and he threw the money in the window to the girl, and
started back to my truck. He was yelling and screaming and asked if I had a problem. I
answered him honestly and told him yes, I had a problem with his almost hitting my truck.
I told him I didn't know what his problem was, but that he needed to go get back in his
truck. He started closer to my truck, yelling even louder and by this time Sissy had
decided this was not good. She leapt over me as far as she could with her seat belt on (of
course, he didn't know this) and began to give him the business, barking and growling,
letting him know in no uncertain terms that he should do as I had asked. I had never seen
anyone's face actually turn white before, but I did that day. The color drained from his
face as reality set in. He did indeed turn around and got back in his truck without
another word. Had he had a tail, I am sure that it would have been neatly tucked between
his legs. And I, of course, praised Sissy and ordered her some chicken nuggets!
She also taught me the truth about unselfish love for others and showed me sometimes you
really do have an Angel in your corner. Sissy was my Angel on Earth, sent to me at a time
when I probably needed an Angel most, having just lost the most precious person in my life
a few months before; my grandmother. My little blonde wild child went on to share not only
my life, but the lives of my family and a host of friends met through dog clubs, health
care facilities, and our many outings. She gave her all in everything she did and gave her
heart to me.
Sissy lived life to its fullest, never letting much bother her. Wet grass was about all
that could bring her to a halt. Sissy was my sunshine, my little piece of Heaven. She was
the epitome of what we think of when we think of unconditional love, for she loved me like
no other on this Earth and she knew I loved her with my whole heart. She always believed
in me, and loved me, no matter what. She showed me that we should always follow our dreams
and believe in ourselves.
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